this word is often abused by people to solve things... but this time i still have to say it.. cos its my fault..
I know all this while u waiting for me to open my mouth to ask u to be together with me.. but all this while i dun want ask cos i feel i am not good enough for you.. i am not that good as you think.. like i said before to you.. all guys are the same.. sometimes i do regret.. why i am not the JIM u know in the past.. the JIM u know in the past is more faithful and more sweet.. now de JIM might be sweet.. but his faithfulness is not there..
I dont dare to think that we will be together cos i dont wish to hurt u.. i want u to be happy.. i know u too well.. i know wad makes u happy.. and wad makes u sad.. and therefore there hiding of secret all these.. cos i dont want to see u sad..
i dont ask for any forgiveness.. i can see this time u are giving out your love.. but i dont dare to accept.. cos i feel i dont deserve your love..
i do wish we can go back to the past where both of us are happy and sweet.. but i know its impossible.. i had changed too much.. i am not last time de JIM le.. but i know last time de JIM is better..
But wad i say will still be the truth.. during this 2 years i not going to have any girlfriend.. because i do not have a stable income or career to take care of her in future.. i am not strong enough to protect her.. i am not mature enough to plan about me and her future.. therefore i dont deserve any girls to wait me for this 2 years.. and i dont have anything worth to keep the girls by my side..
i donno u still gotta bother me or not.. but i just wanna let u know i never push u away.. u know how well i treat u.. so whether this friendship is still going on or not.. its up to u.. but i do hope we can still be best friend.. and i will be there for u still whenever u need me.. after all.. i just know u too well..
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✖ Mr.Bimbotic ✖ DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE,WILL YOU? 6:25 PM x
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Thursday, January 1, 20096:13 PM
✖ [[ Busy ]] ✖
HELLO FOLKS.. I WOULD NOT BE BLOGGING FOR A MOMENT.. DUE TO EVERYTIME I BOOK OUT FROM CAMP I WILL BE GOING OUT AND I WHEN I AM HOME I WILL JUST SPEND MY DAY SLEEPING.. AND WILL BE TIRED.. SO WONT HAVE MUCH TIME TO BLOG OR THINGS TO BLOG SINCE I CANT BLOG ABOUT MY DAYS IN CAMP COS WE CANT LET OUT ANY CAMP STUFF OR TRAINING TO THE PUBLIC.. =).. CIAOS...
TRAINING TO BE A SOLDIER ~~ FIGHT FOR OUR LAND !!
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✖ Mr.Bimbotic ✖ DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE,WILL YOU? 6:13 PM x
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JIM . Fujimoto
Singaporean. 19 years old male. =) 29th june 1990. Chinese. slacker. dreamer. they always say its good to have a dream but not daydream. Sensitive. faithful and royal. THATS ME !! four brothers for life and love meihui forever.
