✖ Mr.Bimbotic ✖




Thursday, December 25, 20085:06 PM
✖ [[ Screwed ]] ✖

BOOKED OUT YESTERDAY.. AND GOING BACK IN TONIGHT.. =x

i screwed my own life..
sometimes the things i did i donno its right or wrong..
sometimes the things i thinking i donno whether it make sense or not..
sometimes i just feel happy.. but ending might be tired and sad..
sometimes i just wanna make everyone around me to be happy.. but its not easy..
sometimes i pleased one.. and made one to hates me or angry me..

i cant go on like this.. i need people to understand me.. im tired.. i screwed my own life.. i destroyed my brotherhood.. and destroyed my love life.. maybe i destroyed everything in my life..

there's always little misunderstanding in my life that screwed my life up.. i just wish those ppl can understand.. maybe in their heart.. im really tht a bad guy.. and tht not worth to be forgiven..

i am truely sorry to the one who have misunderstanding in me.. i just donno anything now.. my life is so empty and confused..

i just wanna say sorry.. even thot this word cant solve anything.. but its really show whether that person who u angry or hate worth to be forgiven or not.. haissss


x ✖ Mr.Bimbotic ✖ DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE,WILL YOU? 5:06 PM x





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Friday, December 12, 200812:04 AM
✖ [[ LAST DAY ]] ✖

Today my last day blogging le.. den maybe 2 weeks come out den blog again le.. dont miss me wor.. haha..





Today went sing karaoke with ting.. damn fun.. only two of us.. its macham like our own concert.. HAHAHAHA.. we are trying to be HIGH.. i think we are HIGH BAH.. but not HIGH enough.. HAHAHA..





Today we reach take bus and reach the place le.. den still need walk a distance to the place.. and its raining heavily.. and we two walk in the heavy rain.. DAMN COLD AND SHIOK AND COOL.. LOLS.. than later we had our dinner the karaoke room.. we ordered - curry chicken rice - curry pork rice - and chicken wings.. HAHAHA.. after that we start our concert.. LOLs.. and den went to meet howard and have dinner again.. LOLs..

THANKS MY SWORN BROTHERS HOWARD AND TING FOR ACCOMPANY ME FOR MY LAST DAY.. I ENJOYED ALOT.. =)


x ✖ Mr.Bimbotic ✖ DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE,WILL YOU? 12:04 AM x





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Wednesday, December 10, 20089:18 PM
✖ [[ BOTAK ]] ✖

HAIR ALL GONE !!! I AM NOW BOTAK !!!

THEY SAY MY HAIR IS SMOOTH LIKE GOLF FIELD DE GRASS..

THEY SAY MY HEAD NOW LOOK LIKE A RICE BALL WITH SEAWEED AS TOPPING..

=*(

i miss my hair..


x ✖ Mr.Bimbotic ✖ DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE,WILL YOU? 9:18 PM x





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Tuesday, December 9, 20083:40 PM
✖ [[ got hurt once again ]] ✖

All this while.. i thot i can be someone who protect my brothers and love one..
but today than i realise all this while.. im the weak one.. im nothing but a burden to them.. It sad to know u r in-secure to the one you love..
cos you love them. Yet u arent the one protecting them..

 Everytime i love someone.. i tend to love them till i can cry for them..
and ending is they find me a insecure guy who only know how to cry..
yes.. im a weakling..
im insecure..
i am just a burden to anyone..


x ✖ Mr.Bimbotic ✖ DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE,WILL YOU? 3:40 PM x





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Sunday, December 7, 200811:20 PM
✖ [[ farewell party ]] ✖

THANKS THOSE WHO CAME FOR THE FAREWELL PARTY. ITS APPRECIATED GREATLY BY ME !! AT LEAST I KNOW I WASN'T ALONE BEFORE I ENTER ARMY.. THANK YOU !!!

U GUYS WHO ATTENDED ARE BEING LOVED BY JIM !!!


x ✖ Mr.Bimbotic ✖ DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE,WILL YOU? 11:20 PM x





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Saturday, December 6, 20082:39 PM
✖ [[ 6 more days ]] ✖

6 more days.. and i'll start my journey as SAF commando..
I offer my body to SAF to become a commando,
to protect you cuties in singapore..
Pls dont be touched by me.. but just love me.. xD



later on.. i hosting a farewell party with bentan my Jie Bai Da ge.. at boat quay MANSION pub.. to celebrate my last farewell party and really enjoy myself till the last.. he leaving for NS on the same day as me.. 12 dec 08 at 8am.. haha

First time going NS.. its a first start for all guys in singapore to become a real man.. am i ready for the tough days in camp? me myself doesnt know honestly.. but just hope nothing will happen to me.. haha.. total there's two HOT NEWS abt singapore commando.. one died during training when he is under a training of torturement.. cos officer need give commandos a trail that they will be tortured if they are caught by terrorist.. and a few officers act as the terrorist and tortured this commando.. they are not playing.. but just part of the training to force the commando to reveal singapore top secret.. and they stuff this commando into this pail of water till he cant breath.. and end up he is dead.. will i have the same fate as him? LOLs

another HOT NEWS is that a commando had a 5km run training.. and he forced himself till he run till his heart stopped and instant death in the forest.. will i have the same fate as him too? a weakling like me can be a commando.. so weird and suay.. haha..

not really excited about my NS life.. cos it gotta be very boring.. and what attracts me is the pay only.. commando gets $600 plus per month if i not wrong.. its not very much.. but at least got money.. haha..

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do u a rmb i brought my shirt to laundry all these? yup.. i did those for the dating with pearlyn.. but end up i didnt had a chance to go out with her or send her home.. so today just gotta wear those clothing go attend my farewell party.. haha.. kinda sad.. i invited pearlyn too.. but it seem she cant attend.. maybe in the next 2 years i have no chance to see her anymore.. maybe she really doesnt have interests in me.. and we arent destined to be together.. =(

hope i enjoy myself today.. and thanks those who i had invited who are willing to come attend.. i appreciated alot.. at least u guys are willing to accompany me in my last 6 days..

gotta spend this 6 days happily.. loves.. =)




x ✖ Mr.Bimbotic ✖ DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE,WILL YOU? 2:39 PM x





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Thursday, December 4, 20084:22 PM
✖ [[ 100th Post - The recalls ]] ✖


✖ 100th post - The recalls ✖

First time i wrote a blog wrote till so long.. i forgotten my past blog address.. i only rmb the one i created right after i broke with a girl i previously been together with.. and i name the blog "PCC.Zai" cos when the day we broke.. she said im insecure.. im a bian tai.. all the while im just after her body.. these sentences till today still are kept in my mind to remind myself to be respectful to whichever girl i gotta be together with in future.. And since the day we broke up.. i always blog about how much i miss her and how hurtful is it to be apart.. and it lasted till about 4 months.. the post are being brought forward to my this blog.. so whoever are bored can go read back my past.. i felt that its kinda sad.. cos sometimes when i read back.. my tears do come out..


And at the month of October i changed my blog address to Mr.Bimbotic.. cos i felt im a bimbo.. who always got played through feelings.. but its just my nature.. whoever i love or interested.. i will give them the best i can.. and there's this girl i once interested in who is only 16 years old called me a bimbo.. and she named me "Mr.Bimbotic" and later she just left silently.. cos she know i got feeling for her.. and she doesnt wanna to be with me.. =(


sometimes truth are always ugly and hurtful.. do u guys think so?

it's not when i look back at all the memories..
and good times that we had..
or bad times that we had...
that makes me sad...
it's when you consider..
those memories at nothing to you..
and they actually meant everything to you..

Thats is how hurtful truth are..


x ✖ Mr.Bimbotic ✖ DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE,WILL YOU? 4:22 PM x





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Tuesday, December 2, 20088:01 PM
✖ [[ im in the same shoe as u ]] ✖

fong ar fong.. now i understand le.. im in the same shoe as u..

now i know why u keep find ppl out when u r going NS soon.. i got the same feeling as u le.. when we r going to leave for NS.. we will have this same feeling.. i donno u feel the same as me or not.. but somehow i think i felt the same as u..

2 weeks more den i going NS le..

and this feeling is in my heart.. i felt very empty.. very lonely.. this 2 weeks gotta pass very fast.. wake up le.. a few hours later den the sky turn dark le.. and u will have this feeling of wanting someone to accompany u and chat with u till u happy.. or let u feel tht u arent lonely.. is this the feeling u r feeling too fong?

='(


x ✖ Mr.Bimbotic ✖ DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE,WILL YOU? 8:01 PM x





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Monday, December 1, 20085:32 PM
✖ [[ What's wrong? ]] ✖

lost appetite to eat.. lost mood to talk.. lost mood to do things.. im very moodless since yesterday.. i want to talk and chat with u.. but i dunno u wanna talk or chat with me or not.. cos i got a feeling u doesnt wanna talk to me.. haiisss.. from morning till now i haven eat.. haiiisss


x ✖ Mr.Bimbotic ✖ DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE,WILL YOU? 5:32 PM x





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cool kids.


JIM . Fujimoto
Singaporean. 19 years old male. =) 29th june 1990. Chinese. slacker. dreamer. they always say its good to have a dream but not daydream. Sensitive. faithful and royal. THATS ME !! four brothers for life and love meihui forever.


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✖ - Jim's Last say ~

No one gotta hurt my brothers
as i will be there with them
till the very end..

My 4 sworn brothers
Da ge - Benjamin Tan
Er ge - Jim Goh
San ge - Howard Lam
Si Mei - See YiTing

Jim is a guy who is
sensitive and shy
he was hurt in love
therefore, he is not
very confidence in
confessing to the one
he love

My last say, That changes this world




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The past that changed history
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