✖ Mr.Bimbotic ✖




Monday, November 17, 20085:16 AM
✖ [[ My heart is very confuse ]] ✖

Got this very tong ku de feeling.. and got this very sour de feeling.. of course its not the feeling of jealousy.. just donno why my heart feel bitter and sour.. and abit heart pain.. l0ls..

wanna date her out.. but very scare to ask her out.. very scare excuses is being made.. very scare she will feel im irritating.. very scare im gotta be ignored..

Rmb in the past.. when i like someone.. i never had such feeling or thoughts.. why today de jim will scare this scare that? i wondering sometimes...

this few days was very free.. had lots of slpless nights.. i now everyday slp at 8am or 10am.. and woke up at 6pm.. cool hur? LOL.. sometimes during these slpless night i will start thinking abt things.. i will think wad if me and her really together and i cant give her happiness? sometimes i do really regret in the past i dont study hard when in future i need take care of family and maybe a wife.. OMG !!~~ my future is so scary..

Ever since during my last relationship.. i started to think alot when im interested in someone.. or even admire someone.. maybe due to the fact that i worry that they will leave me all this.. my confidence is all gone.. even now i dare talk to her.. but i still scare she is just entertaining me.. how i wish there is such machine that can let us know what the other party is thinking..

sometimes its very painful to go after a girl which u dun even know she like u or not.. or maybe donno wad impression she have abt u.. and scare if she reject u.. the words or sentence she gotta say is gotta be very hurtful.. boy are so tong ku.. girls are all so xin fu.. just sit there wait ppl come jio u all.. LOL...

SIAN AR !!! going NS le.. i wish i can get her heart b4 i go NS.. even thot i know it is impossible.. l0ls.. hao tong ku ar ~~ i donno wad i want.. i donno wad im thinking.. i only hope she wasnt irritate by me.. and will soon see my care and sincere.. pearlyn ar.. pearlyn ar.. l0ls..

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JIM . Fujimoto
Singaporean. 19 years old male. =) 29th june 1990. Chinese. slacker. dreamer. they always say its good to have a dream but not daydream. Sensitive. faithful and royal. THATS ME !! four brothers for life and love meihui forever.


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✖ - Jim's Last say ~

No one gotta hurt my brothers
as i will be there with them
till the very end..

My 4 sworn brothers
Da ge - Benjamin Tan
Er ge - Jim Goh
San ge - Howard Lam
Si Mei - See YiTing

Jim is a guy who is
sensitive and shy
he was hurt in love
therefore, he is not
very confidence in
confessing to the one
he love

My last say, That changes this world




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