✖ Mr.Bimbotic ✖




Sunday, November 30, 200810:36 PM
✖ [[ Gone = bye bye ]] ✖

In our life.. once u miss it.. it will never be back.. whether it is a chance given or not.. in life.. we often give up things easily.. very little ppl will stay onto something for long.. it is a trend or its a lifestyle of everyone?

is it fate or destiny to be in love? and whats fate and destiny meant to u? is giving a barney to a girl u like when u didnt think of meeting her when u head down to bugis.. but end up u saw her there.. is it a destiny to be in love with someone when the two of u went through many many problems..

is it love or hurt.. to be loved and loving someone.. when most of the time the one u love or the one who love u are being hurt?

there's so many unanswered things in life.. is there someone out there who can answer it?

somehow.. this life is coming to an end and become meaningless to carrying on.. do u feel so?

whether together or not aso doesnt matters.. just wish both party will be happy.. thats the happy ending bah.. after all life is not like fairy tales.. when the prince will be happily with the princess at the end of the story.. it seem most of the time our life is the opposite from the fairy tale.. as in real life there wasnt any witches..


x ✖ Mr.Bimbotic ✖ DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE,WILL YOU? 10:36 PM x





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Be happy before you enter NS.. this few days had been worring or struggling through my love life when the one i admire doesnt even have interests in me.. maybe i can only admire her for the rest of my life and can never be together with her..


x ✖ Mr.Bimbotic ✖ DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE,WILL YOU? 9:42 AM x





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Thursday, November 27, 20089:12 AM
✖ [[ dont treat me like that ]] ✖

if you dont like me.. or dont love me.. just let me know.. dont ignore me or treat me like i never exist in your contacts.. i 'll feel better if u reject or tell me truth infront of me.. than to ignore me or avoid me when u know i like u or u feel that i had irritated u..

in your heart i may not be the best.. or the right one.. i dont blame u if u dun give me a chance.. but at least we can still be friend.. u hurt me badly if u just ignore me or avoid me.. i rather than we can still be able to talk like normal than u avoid me or ignore me.. it just hurt badly..

in my life i dont force ppl do things that they dun like.. so why must treat me this way?

maybe it is just another misunderstanding i had on u.. but if there is a explaination than i would like to hear it.. honestly..

there's so much thing to say.. but its all hidden in my heart.. i have no one to turn to..

pain pain pain.. thats how i feel..


x ✖ Mr.Bimbotic ✖ DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE,WILL YOU? 9:12 AM x





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My love is so meaningless..
there will be people snatching your love ones..
and there will be people who doesnt have their rights to be with the one they love..

she is a fairy.. im a commoner.. and in deep in my heart i knew the outcome of asking her for stead..

the lucky one is not me.. i dont have the rights to be with her.. i dont have any reason for her to love me..

only blame that those ppl who love me are less.. and those who will be fighting with me for the one i love are increasing everytime.. i only can ask myself to stop being a fool.. and do nothing else..

my time is getting lesser and lesser..

i am not that lucky.. even the time had reached.. there will aso no one willing to be with me..

the one she love is not me.. its not me.. but...

i like her...


x ✖ Mr.Bimbotic ✖ DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE,WILL YOU? 8:24 AM x





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Wednesday, November 26, 20085:38 AM
✖ [[ 学会离开 - Learn to leave ]] ✖


I can love who i want.. BUT there's one problem.. SHE can LOVE who SHE wants too..

In her heart.. im not the one who can protect her or take care of her.. i can only be a friend of hers.. maybe one day we can have chance to be together.. the possibility is very small yet very treasure able.. Like wad everyone had said.. its impossible for her to wait for me 2 years if we are really together.. our relationship arent that deep.. and she also dont really have feeling for me.. during the 2 years.. she might just leave me for another guy.. i have nothing currently to keep her heart.. or keep her waiting.. Sometimes sit down and think about it.. it does felt very sad.. how good i am.. i also wouldnt be the best in others heart..

its sad to be the only loving someone and yet the person arent loving u.. or be the one loving u.. and yet u are attached.. life is really meaningless..

15 days left..

During this 15 days.. impossible i can win your heart till u will be faithful to me and wait me for 2 years.. but all i wish is that u can be happy and take care of yourself..

2 years..

During this 2 years.. impossible there's any mircale gotta happen to us.. if u find someone u really love.. i just grats the both of u.. he is really a lucky one.. and hope u two can be together happily..

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x ✖ Mr.Bimbotic ✖ DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE,WILL YOU? 5:38 AM x





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Tuesday, November 25, 20086:27 AM
✖ [[ Deep in my thoughts ]] ✖

Have u ever felt that feeling whenever you see someone, you freeze and your heart starts to beat so fast that you have to hold on to something so that u wouldnt fall?..

Sometimes they talk to u. do u utter stupid words and end up embarrassing yourself? it's not that you want.. but just that the presence of that person makes your heart beat faster and slower at the same time..

will u be brave and admit your feeling? wad if it's simply not meant to be? will u give up? Or keep trying and end up with nothing?

well.. thats love.. its irony speaks.. but u got to take risks to get answer. When u meet someone and u gradually fall in love with that person. try express your love to her. cause every moment u wasted will be equal tons of regret in the ends..

dont wait until it's too late to tell someone how much u love.. how much u care.. cos when they r gone.. no matter how much and how loud u cry.. they will not hear anymore..

the love u cant have lasts the longest, feels the strongest and hurts the most..

it's so hard pretending to be friends with someone special when everytime you look at the person it just hurts even more knowing that all u see is ultimately everything u want but u cant have..

isnt it stupid when u say "no.. i dont love tht person anymore." but still when the memories are refresh and tht person become visible again in your life..

u'll stare and say.. "damn it.. why cant i forget u?" so each time i see u.. i say to myself.. "i move one"..

each time u smile at me.. i say to myself.. "yeah.. were just friends..." but everytime u look at me.. i end up saying.. " shit.. its so hard to pretend.."

it's hard to love someone who is not serious enough.. time would give u chances to talk.. chances to be together and chances to share.. see how it hurts? u only have chances.. jus chances..

a heartbreak isnt as loud as a bomb exploding.. sometimes it can be as quiet as a feather falling and most painful thing is no one really hears it except u..

u can handle the pain tht u feel and make others believe tht u can move on.. but u can never deny the truth to yourself tht the person whol failed and hurt u is still the person u'll choose to love.

i cried so many times becoz of a love lost and a love i never really had..

i suffered pain worse than dying.. but feelings change and there's one lesson tht everybody shld learn in time.. move on..

u cant finish a book without closing its chapters.. if u wan to move one.. than u have to leave the past as u turn the pages..

LOVE IS NOT DESTROYED BY A SINGLE.
FAILURE OR WON BY A SINGLE CARESS.
ITS A LIFETIME VENTURE IN WHICH
WE ARE ALWAYS LEARNING,
DISCOVERING AND GROWING.


x ✖ Mr.Bimbotic ✖ DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE,WILL YOU? 6:27 AM x





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Monday, November 24, 20086:09 PM
✖ [[ DEAD PIG !! ]] ✖

awww.. today slept like a pig.. maybe cos of previous 2 to 3 days i didnt slp well.. today my alarm rang from 11am to 1pm.. im just too tired and lazy to use my hand to go off the alarm.. im a dead pig ~ LOL

Tmr going St.james.. gotta be a dead log there.. LOL.. but than i must see my pearlyn ~~ LOL.. MUMMY AH !! GIVE ME MONEY ~~ LOL.. estimate i gotta spend $1500 to $3000 before i even step my first step into NS.. xD

im a great spender.. im proud of myself.. HAHAHAHA !!

im in a good mood today.. xD


x ✖ Mr.Bimbotic ✖ DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE,WILL YOU? 6:09 PM x





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We are too bored.. so we did this.. xD




HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUIMIN ~ SHE CRIED.. HEHEX


x ✖ Mr.Bimbotic ✖ DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE,WILL YOU? 5:22 PM x





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Yesterday evening went out to kiddy palace with ah ting to buy pearlyn's de BARNEY ~ we saw the big size BARNEY which me and zhu saw at vivo.. but later me and ting decided to buy this BARNEY which u press his tummy and he will say something like " I LOVE YOU ". its a I LOVE BARNEY. LOL

so i brought it and asked the cashier to warp it up using a present warper and i brought a ribbon.. its looks totally perfect after it is warped up.. =)

after that me and ting went to bugis to buy birthday cake for huimin.. as we are going to countdown for her birthday.. But it surprised us that pearlyn got work today.. And ting spotted her and she whisper to me.. and i said.. WHERE WHERE WHERE?!?!

Den later i walk towards her and approach her when i saw her back view under the dark sky..

Jim: Hello ~
Pearlyn: heys ~ hello
Jim(trying to pass the present to her): this one is for you de.. hope u will like it..
Pearlyn(laughing): HUH? u really go buy it ar?
Jim(laughing): ya.. just accept bah.. cos i buy le..
Pearlyn(laughing): and turn away and look at other direction.. but like that i paiseh sia..
Jim(laughing): no need paiseh la.. just accept it.. i aso buy it liao..
Jim: just accept it bah.. ( haha )
Pearlyn: (haha) okay okays.. thank you..

AND YES !! I DID IT.. LOL.. without making a fool out of myself.. this time approach her with a very steady de emotion.. cos i dun wan give her a bad impression of me again..

than later me and ting accompany her awhile.. den later we go off.. and its the first time we wave and smile at each other.. LOL

after that got the cake all this le.. den went back to pearlyn de another shop there and stand outside there.. and ting and howard talk to their friend and i jus there look around.. and later pearlyn came.. den later chat chat chat.. of course i still kinda silent there.. wanna give her a cool impression of me instead of me being a fool who keep shy.. LOL.. den later howard asked her.. YOUR BOYFRIEND NO COME FETCH U AR? den she repiled.. HMMM.. I NO BOYFRIEND..

AND OH YES !! THEY BROKE UP AGAIN !!! LOL

den later she go le.. and i sms-ed her and ask her be careful when she on her way home bah bah bah.. haha

after that we carry on our plan to huimin birthday.. we did alot crazy thing for her.. ting they all brought those present tht she like and the cake she like.. its a ice cream cake.. xD

den we gave her a surprise.. she was telling xiuwen her birthday gotta be lousy this year.. but who knows we made it a happy one.. she touched till she cried infront of us when she saw us.. haha.. Photos will be posted up tmr.. xD

after that dave and shiqi came to find us.. den we go eat and slack.. ah man and ah boy they all went home.. left me.. howard.. ting.. dave and ah qi.. den we slack awhile.. den go qi house play mahjong.. cos i quitted mahjong a few months ago.. so i didnt play.. i just go friendster viewed pearlyn new photo.. den sit on the chair there and fell asleep.. but didnt had a good slp.. cos i will keep wake up.. as i keep remind myself i cannot slp soundly.. cos i still wearing contact lens.. after that i left at 6am.. and came home.. haha.. okay.. now go slp le.. wonder who winning at the mahjong.. LOL

I hope nothing will goes wrong between me and pearlyn.. good lucks.. =x

tmr wake up need ask money le.. broke liao.. tuesday need go pub celebrate huimin birthday.. and see my pearlyn.. LOL..


x ✖ Mr.Bimbotic ✖ DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE,WILL YOU? 7:15 AM x





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Sunday, November 23, 200810:27 AM
✖ [[ Confuse ]] ✖

Friendship or relationship?


Friendship -
A person who you know well and like. Someone who has the same interests and opinions as yourself, and will help and support you. A close, lasting and lifelong friendship..

Relationship -
A person you decide to be with as you have trust and faith in him or her. Trust that in the future they will be the one who bring you happiness.. have faith that he or she will be the one who will take care of you and be there for you whenever you need him or her. Someone who will be brightening your life..

There's this saying.. Love always start from friendship.. But once it ends.. he or she will never be friend.. Happiness is in your hand.. you are the one who will be finding your own happiness..

When a girl and boy is together.. they have no limit in their life in this 21st centuries world.. they can do whatever they want.. But if the boy and girl is just only friend.. there will be limit in their life.. they can only treat each other good.. and take care of each other.. most to most there will only be a friendly hug.. And for sure they wont quarrel much like couples.. So which one is the better relationship?


x ✖ Mr.Bimbotic ✖ DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE,WILL YOU? 10:27 AM x





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Saturday, November 22, 20089:21 AM
✖ [[ A long lost feeling ]] ✖

A long lost feeling is back after so many months had passed.. The feeling of everyday awaiting for someone to wake up.. a feeling of missing someone.. that sweetness in the heart..

i aso thot this feeling will be gone soon.. but its so untrue.. 2 days of not slping.. cos there's something in my mind.. and in my heart.. Once u given me a chance.. but i let it slipped.. and i know all i can do now is be miserable.. I cant blame anyone or anything.. It's all my own fault..

If only there is something that i could say to make the sunshine and rain go away.. If there's something i could do.. it hurts me to think that you're feeling so blue.. i'll be your umbrella, together we'll stand to weather the storm.. i'll be here to bring u smile.. it's not up to me anymore.. if you want me in your life.. you'll find a way to put me there..

and it's hard to forget something that you know you'll always remember..

She isn't my girlfriend.. But i love her hug.. her smile.. her advice.. her kindness.. and the times when we laugh together.. Maybe we donno wad we have until we have lost it.. but maybe its also true that we donno wad we are missing until we find it..

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x ✖ Mr.Bimbotic ✖ DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE,WILL YOU? 9:21 AM x





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Friday, November 21, 20086:14 AM
✖ [[ Over.. its over ]] ✖

Her birthday had passed. im just a un-invited guest wishing her happy birthday in my heart.. didnt send her any sms to give her a birthday wishing.. wanna be the one who is there to celebrate with her.. but it seem i doesnt have the chance.. wanna be the one who can send her home during her happy day.. but it seem i doesnt have the chance.. wanna be the someone who is special in her this year birthday.. but it seem i am not too.. wanna be the one who give her a unforgettable birthday this year.. but it seem i dont have the chance too..

but than.. still wanna wish u a happy birthday pearlyn.. =)

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x ✖ Mr.Bimbotic ✖ DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE,WILL YOU? 6:14 AM x





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Dont u guys think this is retarded? by fucking someone = he or she is a friend u can keep..

cos F.U.C.K = Friend U Can Keep.

so if u do wish to keep that friend of yours.. do ask them out to fuck.. this is so lame. LOL


x ✖ Mr.Bimbotic ✖ DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE,WILL YOU? 1:48 AM x





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I AM JEALOUS !!!!

im a bian tai..
im a beast..
im a wang ba dan
im a ediot..

okay.. nights.. LOL


x ✖ Mr.Bimbotic ✖ DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE,WILL YOU? 1:34 AM x





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Wednesday, November 19, 20089:51 AM
✖ [[ One time 2 heart attack ]] ✖

First heart attack : My dog kylie had left us..

Second heart attack : Pearlyn patched with her bf..

i know this day will be coming.. i just hope she will receive her xin fu.. i wont go ka jiao them.. as last time when my gf got stolen i aso very sad and angry.. so i wont go do such thing.. i just hope pearlyn will have her xin fu..

i will still giving her the barney doll as her birthday present.. and the necklace as her xmas present..

even thot i know i have no chance.. i still will teng her.. if i have the chance to do so..

tmr is her birthday le.. im not invited and i aso have no mood to wish her happy birthday.. but than.. happy early birthday wishes to u pearlyn.. =')

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x ✖ Mr.Bimbotic ✖ DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE,WILL YOU? 9:51 AM x





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Tuesday, November 18, 20081:01 PM
✖ [[ She's gone to heaven ]] ✖

Time of death: 12.02pm
Place of death: Mount Pleasant Hospital
Date of death: 18 Nov 2008
Name: Kylie Goh
Age: 5 years old (which is 35 years old for human age - dog 1 year = human 7 years)

im proud of u.. seen u struggling with the cancer cells till your last breath.. You never give up.. but we gave up on u.. cos it hurts us to see u struggling so hard.. blood keep come out from your mouth.. and u are breathing heavily.. looking u in pain.. make our heart goes in pain too..

When your last breath is gone.. you pee-ed.. this shows how scare u r.. im sorry.. i tried closing your eyes.. but u wouldnt want close.. is it u still miss us?

Since u was born.. u r protected by us.. now u r gone.. pls take care of yourself.. dont let other dogs bully u okay? must be brave.. and do find food on your own.. dun get bully okay?.. im very worry u will be bullied.. im sorry i cant be there to protect u.. but promise u.. u will take care yourself.. i miss u..

When your breath is gone.. i can see the ease of your pain.. those pain are gone.. your pinky body turns purplish.. but i know u r a brave hero.. u struggled for the past 24 hours with the cancer cells.. IM PROUD OF U !!!

Rest In Peace kylie..

From your loves,
The " Goh " Family.

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x ✖ Mr.Bimbotic ✖ DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE,WILL YOU? 1:01 PM x





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Monday, November 17, 20083:36 PM
✖ [[ Will this be a Goodbye ? ]] ✖

Rmb the first time she reach here.. she was so small and innocent.. someone who donno why she end up in this house or this place.. but she just became part of the family.. From someone who is very scare of the environment in the first place.. as its the first time she met and have to stay with so many strangers.. and slowly she became someone who always welcome the family members home..

Whenever there is delicious food around.. she will be around.. whenever u r bored and doing nothing.. she will be there.. whenever u r alone in an aircon room.. she will be there to accompany u.. All this while she is here just for us..

But when she is lonely.. none of us is there for her.. either working or studying or even we are not able to be at home to be with her.. whenever she is sad.. none of us is there to understand her.. whenever she need some fun in her life.. none of us is there to play with her.. she spend most of her time with us.. and yet everyday we almost spend 3 hours or less on her..

Yesterday night she came to my room and lie on my bed and slept beside me.. if i know yesterday night was the last night she will be slping with me.. i will hope that this night will never ends.. i miss those days when im eating and u r the scratching my legs wanting me to give u food.. i miss those days when i reach home.. someone is there to welcome me home.. even when im drunk.. i miss those days when i throw something.. someone is there to fetch it.. i just miss u badly..

Today doctor say her cancer had reaches the final stage.. and tmr will be her operation day.. rmb the first time she went hospital for her injection.. she was so scare and timid. But today she is so strong and brave.. im proud of u as your master.. promise me nothing will happen to u.. and i promise u i will rmb u even anything gotta happen to u..

Will this be a Goodbye? Pls dont leave me without saying goodbye.. ='(

From your master Jim to his beloved dog kylie. Pls bless her and let her operation go smoothly..

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x ✖ Mr.Bimbotic ✖ DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE,WILL YOU? 3:36 PM x





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Got this very tong ku de feeling.. and got this very sour de feeling.. of course its not the feeling of jealousy.. just donno why my heart feel bitter and sour.. and abit heart pain.. l0ls..

wanna date her out.. but very scare to ask her out.. very scare excuses is being made.. very scare she will feel im irritating.. very scare im gotta be ignored..

Rmb in the past.. when i like someone.. i never had such feeling or thoughts.. why today de jim will scare this scare that? i wondering sometimes...

this few days was very free.. had lots of slpless nights.. i now everyday slp at 8am or 10am.. and woke up at 6pm.. cool hur? LOL.. sometimes during these slpless night i will start thinking abt things.. i will think wad if me and her really together and i cant give her happiness? sometimes i do really regret in the past i dont study hard when in future i need take care of family and maybe a wife.. OMG !!~~ my future is so scary..

Ever since during my last relationship.. i started to think alot when im interested in someone.. or even admire someone.. maybe due to the fact that i worry that they will leave me all this.. my confidence is all gone.. even now i dare talk to her.. but i still scare she is just entertaining me.. how i wish there is such machine that can let us know what the other party is thinking..

sometimes its very painful to go after a girl which u dun even know she like u or not.. or maybe donno wad impression she have abt u.. and scare if she reject u.. the words or sentence she gotta say is gotta be very hurtful.. boy are so tong ku.. girls are all so xin fu.. just sit there wait ppl come jio u all.. LOL...

SIAN AR !!! going NS le.. i wish i can get her heart b4 i go NS.. even thot i know it is impossible.. l0ls.. hao tong ku ar ~~ i donno wad i want.. i donno wad im thinking.. i only hope she wasnt irritate by me.. and will soon see my care and sincere.. pearlyn ar.. pearlyn ar.. l0ls..

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x ✖ Mr.Bimbotic ✖ DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE,WILL YOU? 5:16 AM x





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Wednesday, November 12, 20088:28 PM
✖ [[ First step ]] ✖

yay.. got her number le.. and from our chatting i think its impossible for the both of us to go any further.. i will just treat her like my gf and take care of her but will never ask her for stead.. =)

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x ✖ Mr.Bimbotic ✖ DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE,WILL YOU? 8:28 PM x





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Monday, November 10, 200812:24 AM
✖ [[ I made a fool out of myself ]] ✖

JIM !! YOU LOOK LIKE A FOOL !!!

today met her le.. so stress.. so shy.. so paiseh.. is me myself we recommend to go her shop find her.. and yet i there shy till like shit like that.. haiiss.. im a total fool.. standing there like a fool when she is so friendly.. my courage is just not there to start a topic to her or even say a HI to her.. i regretted being so foolish.. i should be the one who talk ~~ cos im the one who is interested in her.. yet im like a sissy like tht.. haiisss..

asked for her number before we left.. and i got rejected ~

Jim: (shy and having a big smile) Hello.. can i have your number?
Pearlyn: (having a big smile and keep laughing) Can i say "no"?
Jim: haha.. sure.. why not?
Pearlyn: haha.. okay..

I SCREWED EVERYTHING !!~~

Pls bless me in my next outing with her.. i take it as a date of me and her.. pls dont let me make a fool out of myself again.. COURAGE !! GIVE IT TO ME ~~

P.S: i had overcome my shy to her today.. after i got rejected.. i became calm in mind.. =)

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x ✖ Mr.Bimbotic ✖ DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE,WILL YOU? 12:24 AM x





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Sunday, November 9, 20083:40 AM
✖ [[ im scared to be drunk ]] ✖

yoyo..

had 2 bottles of whiskey yesterday with my si mei ah ting.. OH MY GOSH !! WHISKEY IS POWERFUL !! IT'S FLAMMABLE ~ THIS SHOW HOW HIGH IS THE ALCOHOL LEVEL ~~ LOL

was drunk yesterday and vomit alot alot. i was like a merlion yesterday.. i think i spelled "merlion" wrongly.. who cares.. LOL.. had a terrible day yesterday.. after ting send me to cab i was feeling very terrible in cab. i keep tell myself.. CANNOT VOMIT !! than when reach my house le.. i paid for the cab.. and asked him to keep the change.. cos i want faster run out of the cab.. i want vomit and want to lie down asap.. so i chiong down the cab.. and i cant walk properly.. when climbing the stairs.. i drag my whole body on the wall macham like im going to die like that.. my leg keep hit the stairs.. AND IT HURTS !! for your info i got crazy when i was drunk and hurt my leg till it bleed. LOL..

After i reached home i throw everything in my pocket into my drawer and drop dead on my bed.. didnt change.. didnt bath.. didnt brush teeth.. im DIRTY !! hahahaha.. but cos im too drunk le.. fell asleep till i woke up at 1pm.. and chiong to toilet and vomit ~ this time vomit white substance.. its was so scary.. macham like alcohol poisoned. after that i had a bath all this.. bah bah bah.. den later come back to my room i still feeling terrible.. less than 10min.. i chiong to toilet and vomit again.. total vomit 6 times till 4pm like that.. i fell asleep again.. whole day i was like a dead man on bed.. didnt eat anything.. i ate my wanton mee one mouth and i threw it away.. than after that i woke up at 6pm.. ate my dinner and felt better.. and i stopped vomiting. if its continue.. i will end up in hospital.. which ah siao vomit so many times de.. LOL

later went to bugis meet my brothers.. played a few pools.. its cool that my skill is still there.. hahaha.. i thot i became lousy or wad after so long no play.. den later went pub with my brothers to celebrate one of their friend birthday.. that birthday boy vomit on one of my friend cap. so funny. HAHAHA.. i only drank one cup.. cos im scared to be drunk again.. LOL.. maybe i will drink less in future.. or maybe not.. depends.. hahahaha

okay.. cya..

P.S - my heart when pumping fast fast once again.. when i received the good news.. bless me.. =x

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Thursday, November 6, 200811:08 PM
✖ [[ Confidence ]] ✖

IM CRAZY OVER THE DATE !!!

THE EXCITEMENT ~

THE AWAITING ~

And STRESS ~~~

Whether there's a outcome or not it doesnt really matters honestly. Cos to me.. if you love someone.. you doesnt ask for any repay.

A true love is loving someone without any regrets.. and broke up is just a process in love.. whether the friendship stays or not its all depend on the maturity. When you love someone.. you will never regret what you had done for he or she.. or regret in the decision u made.. u might love a girl wholeheartedly and yet she ran away with some other guys.. and yet u wont regret.. because u love her.. U dont ask from repay from her if u love her.. it doesnt mean u love her wholeheartedly and yet u want her love u back. In a true relationship.. we have to give in without asking for repay.. If u give up on her.. u shouldnt regret on your decision too. because u love her.. as she believes she can find a better guy.. and u want her to have happiness.. =)

Therefore this time round.. i know i did alot for this girl who might not even love me or interests in me. But i going after her in full confidence with the best i can give. Cos i dont ask for any repay.

I need overcome the love wall. JIAYOU ~~~ LOL

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Wednesday, November 5, 20089:32 AM
✖ [[ Preparing for my 1st date ]] ✖

This few days might be overdoing.. but if i really interested in her.. i must do my best.. after all this might be my last date before i go in NS.

Things i must do -
  1. Laundry for my formal shirt and jean ( DONE )
  2. Shave my facial hair ( DONE )
  3. Have a stylo and impressive hairstyle ( going to be done this afternoon )
  4. Polish the shoe you gotta wear ( DONE )
  5. Prepare a Ferrero Rocher bouquet ( will be done on that day )
  6. Buy one box of Ferrero Rocher chocolate ( will be done the day before the date )
  7. Get a red rose ( will be done on that day )



All these might be overdoing. But i doing all this for her.. GOOD LUCK TO ME !! Everything starts with good impression and starts from friendship. =)

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x ✖ Mr.Bimbotic ✖ DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE,WILL YOU? 9:32 AM x





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Tuesday, November 4, 20089:08 PM
✖ [[ Suddenly.. my mood is down ]] ✖

Suddenly my mood is down today.. when i know the date of meeting her had been postponed. The excitement.. the awaiting feeling.. had all been gone in a sudden..

All this days had been overdoing and preparing for the day to see her face to face. And i hope that day will went successfully. i may not be the best guy in this world. But u might be the girl who might change me to a better one.

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x ✖ Mr.Bimbotic ✖ DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE,WILL YOU? 9:08 PM x





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Monday, November 3, 200810:10 PM
✖ [[ Finish shaving ]] ✖

Just finish shaving my face.. And i cut myself.. now keep bleeding. LOL


x ✖ Mr.Bimbotic ✖ DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE,WILL YOU? 10:10 PM x





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cool kids.


JIM . Fujimoto
Singaporean. 19 years old male. =) 29th june 1990. Chinese. slacker. dreamer. they always say its good to have a dream but not daydream. Sensitive. faithful and royal. THATS ME !! four brothers for life and love meihui forever.


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Listen b4 this beome your funeral songs =)


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✖ - Jim's Last say ~

No one gotta hurt my brothers
as i will be there with them
till the very end..

My 4 sworn brothers
Da ge - Benjamin Tan
Er ge - Jim Goh
San ge - Howard Lam
Si Mei - See YiTing

Jim is a guy who is
sensitive and shy
he was hurt in love
therefore, he is not
very confidence in
confessing to the one
he love

My last say, That changes this world




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