✖ Mr.Bimbotic ✖




Sunday, April 27, 200811:33 AM
✖ [[ im not okay ]] ✖

It's really sad. when the girl u thot could be the one for you to try to love again.
when you did love again. she just left you with another guy. why must love start with a smile, grow with a kiss and ends with a teardrop. why cant love be faithful and everlasting? its hurtful to be in love and be loved. I never knew i could get hurt till like this. and life still goes on and on everyday.

yesterday saw her yet i dun have courage to even say a HI to her. cos i scare after we start talking i will start missing and thinking our past. the only way to overcome her and forget the past is dun talk to her and dun recall the pasts. i know like tht im hurting myself and her too. But no one understand the pain deep in me. even thot now we are like strangers like tht. but i still care alot for her. and i hope she stay happy with the one she chosen.

after tht me, bentan, howard, benpoh, jinqiang, andrew and fadzil when to the sea side there to drink our vodka. first we played a game i learned in pub, and a game jinqiang always play with us. and of course. the punishment is drink and drink and drink.

yesterday was super shag.. dunno due to wad reason. i got drunk very fast.. whole body turns hot.. after bentan and fadzil took out their shirt.. i took off mine too. cos im really feeling hot.. after tht we didnt had enuff of drinking.. so went to the chalet cheers there to get more alcohol.. and drink at the bbq pit at the chalet there. and after tht im really drunk.. when i go back the chalet.. i str8 jump onto the bed and slp.. den later bentan vomit on the floor.. den me and howard walk him into the toilet... and wash up all this..den i continue slp till dunno wad time.. i tink 2 or 3am.. i saw fadzil sitting infront of me.. so i ask him whether he ok or not? den i ask him bring me to toilet... and i start vomitting.. i dunno wad i vomit out aso... my eye super blur.. cannot see clearly.. den later go back slp... and keep asking qiang they all to call beehwee for me.. but no one wants call for me.. at tht part of time.. really tinks alot abt her... haiizz.. den wake up again... and go vomit again.... den slp again.. till morning 9 plus.. its time for us to check out tht time... i go vomit again... super shag.. jus gt the feeling of not drinking anymore... nw all the bad feelings are gone.. but my head is feeling terrible.. k.. time to go bed... bye everybody.

P.S: i love her deeply. thts why im like tht ever since the day we apart.


x ✖ Mr.Bimbotic ✖ DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE,WILL YOU? 11:33 AM x





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Saturday, April 26, 20084:08 PM
✖ [[ Missing for awhile ]] ✖

Yo everybody. im back.. gone for a few days due to lots of thing. thts why no blog.. anyway lets not talk abt the past and talk abt yesterday. LOL

yesterday first time went KSP. quite cool. cos i like this type of small small pub where u can jus relax and not really alot of ppl. LOL. den meant a new friend there. she's the bar top dancer there. but i forgotten her name.. wear till very sexy wor.. LOL

yesterday didnt get to drink much. cos i saved my money for today drinking. later gotta drink vodka drink till siao ar !!!... i mus drunk !!!... wooo...

so paiseh shiqi.. nex time gt money le sure will go your pub there open more liquor. =)

okay okay.. go prepare prepare den go bugis buy my vodka den go asmah chalet drink till drunk drunk le... ho ho ho... bye bye everyone...


x ✖ Mr.Bimbotic ✖ DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE,WILL YOU? 4:08 PM x





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Tuesday, April 15, 200811:41 PM
✖ [[ The first step in NS ]] ✖

okay.. jus had a very very long slp.. so abit gong gong one.. l0lx.

yesterday night whole day no slp. den after my dad woke up we went to eat. den went off to CMPB. its just another army camp. at there le first went to deposit my phone den went inside to register and take photo for my NS EZ-Link. after tht head str8 to medical check up.

first station is urine test ! l0lx. During the first test they say there's protein in my urine. which shocked me. LOL den the 2nd test. they say its normal le. LOL. so im fine. haha

den later went to have blood test.. they drew lots of blood out sia.. macham like vampire.. LOL.

den later was become half naked for the whole day.. macham like prisoner.. sit tgt with all half naked guys. den gt one ang gong siao sio.. LOL.. den after the whole body check up finish le.. i was waiting for my turn to meet a officer.. and i was sitting there half naked dreaming.. LOL. than later see alot ppl going in the room.. i wondering how they know when they going in.. den actually everyone gt a Q number. except me !! COS I DIDNT GO TAKE !!. so end up i went to take and go back sit there and daydream.

after tht went into the room and meet the officer.. first he shocked me.. ask me take off my pants and underwear !!.. so they checking the growth of your kukubird. and see whether u r a gay or not.. LOL. i show my bird bird to a stranger... sad sia.. LOL..

den after tht i went home. l0lx.. i gt into PES A. T_T

and on the way home.. I SAW KIM KOK !! he is the guard there.. he serving 1 years plus more den finish le.. den me going in. LOL.

the cab fare home is expensive sia.. $14 over dollar. LOL


x ✖ Mr.Bimbotic ✖ DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE,WILL YOU? 11:41 PM x





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aiyo.. so many days no blog le.. kinda busy this few days.. either go out drink till siao.. or go out mahjong till siao.. or even slack till siao.. LOL

haiizz.. from jus now till now haven slp sio.. cos later going army campsite le.. kinda nervous.. cos first time.. LOL.. everydaysay a few more months a few more months.. than now it reach le.. its so fast. haha. last minute prepare all my documents sia.. nid photocopy my cert but now is 5am !! go where to photo copy sia?!! SIAO LIAO LA. tmr sure tio scolding le.. T_T

first day go camp den tio scolding le.. so fuck up.. LOL

k la.. blog till here bah.. now wake for my papa wake up den go out eat.. den he send me to army campsite.. wad a touching day.. like back to primary school.. sending me off.. sad sad..


x ✖ Mr.Bimbotic ✖ DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE,WILL YOU? 5:15 AM x





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Tuesday, April 8, 20084:26 AM
✖ [[ haircut !! ]] ✖

been out to mahjong recently.. until even i go out jus to meet friends.. my parents will suspect me go gamble again... =x...

this few days like pig like tht sia.. woke up at 3 or 4 pm like tht.. haiizz.. had a bad dream today... today woke up cos i fell down from my bed... i dreamt abt me fought with someone in the bus cos he pushed me to a seat and ask me sit down.. den i fight with him.. den he uses his body weight and pushed me and i bang onto the window and flew out of the bus and died.. is it tht im dying? thts why i dreamt abt myself dying?.. haiizz...

1 week more like tht den i going for NS medical check up le.. most of the ppl was hoping i get into police force.. so tht i no nid stay in camp and can still come out and enjoy. But i prefer to be in army.. i want to become stronger and more fit and more independent and of course more mature.. hoping the 2 years of NS life will pass fast...

now set alarm le.. hope tmr wont slp till 3 or 4pm... i want wake up early and go have a haircut.. now my hair is messy and long... i tink i dun suit long hair... looks so thick and ugly on me.. and so hard for me to style... so tmr going to have a spiky haircut and cut away my fringe.. but keeping my sideburn and my behind tail... LOL... kinda sad tht my fringe is going to be gone.. haiizz.. wadever it is... i going to become a botak le... so gt fringe no fringe aso no diff... ho ho ho...
BYEBYE TO MY FRINGE ~~


x ✖ Mr.Bimbotic ✖ DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE,WILL YOU? 4:26 AM x





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Friday, April 4, 200812:18 AM
✖ [[ FREE RIDE ~ ]] ✖

Today was suppose to wake up at 10am. But than i woke up le den i fell asleep again.. im really a pig since there's no school for me already.. l0lx

den later afternoon went to meet bentan they all den went shiqi hse to play mahjong ~. At first me and ting is the biggest winner. But end up Bentan is the biggest winner !! he won 20 over dollar sia.. cool man.. LOL

den later took cab with bentan to bugis to eat dinner.. money in my wallet becoming lesser and more less... sad.. LOL

after tht i walk to take bus home.. and guess wad? cos the EZ-LINK card machine spoiled.. so the driver say i no nid tap my card.. AND I GOT A FREE RIDE HOME !! ho ho ho

tht's something interesting... haha


x ✖ Mr.Bimbotic ✖ DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE,WILL YOU? 12:18 AM x





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Wednesday, April 2, 200810:08 PM
✖ [[ The torn in my heart ]] ✖

What hurt the most was being so close. And watching you walk away.

Even thot we are far apart.
cant we still love each other?
i've been through a lot.
i should know by now.

But i cant see unexpected things coming my way.
You used to say that you loved me.
Now you say that you have to go.

You will be in my mind for a wile.
I feel bad i wasnt good enugh for you.

Even if i spend the rest of my life crying
I still cant forget you.

You are gone. But you are still in my mind.

Someday you wont even remember my name.
You will just say there was someone I used to love..

This torn can never be removed ever since the day u decide to go back to him...


x ✖ Mr.Bimbotic ✖ DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE,WILL YOU? 10:08 PM x





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Tuesday, April 1, 20083:36 AM
✖ [[ spent money like water. ]] ✖

Gosh ~ i spent money very fast sia. In one day less than 5 hours. i spent $60 over dollars le. sian.. still intend to use the $80 to survive for a few weeks more.

Today went to pasa malam to play DARTS to get present for ah chun. Its not easy man.. we too alot of attempts to get the second big prize which is a tweety bird. haha.. end up we played abt 15 times? and spent $45. and gt 15 small prizes. and used the 15 small prizes to exchange for the big prize. ho ho ho. But its the fun we get from the DARTS throwing.. haha we nearly kill the stall owner.. LOL..

suddenly gt the urge to mahjong sia.. i want to mahjong!!.. l0lx.. its fun.. no matter u r losing or winning.. haha..

time passed so fast. two more weeks i going for my check up le. den will be going in NS le. time spending with my brothers and sisters are getting shorter and shorter..

i want to go cut my hair !! ~~ my hair getting more and more ugly... i want cut a guai lan hair style !!

It took one day for you to date a girl.
It took 1 minute for you to tell her u wan her to be your stead.
It took a lifetime for you to take care of her.
It took a few minutes for you to hug her and kiss her.

It took a few minutes for the girl to break up with u.
It took a few minutes for the girl to be cold for to u.

You will never forget her and those memories.
You will forever have the scar and lost in confidence in love.
You will be emotionally hurted.
You will be forever sad.
You will forever miss her. and wonder whether she misses u or not.

HAPPY DAYS NEVER LAST. SAD DAYS AND HURTFUL DAYS LAST FOREVER.

You will one girl tht i cant overcome till now ever since we had not talked for dunno how many months since we took our O lvl result.

why must u be so cold to me? i really feel very cold and pain. Why had we become like this? I enjoy talking to u. But why u never talk to me? I dun dare to talk to u cos i scare u r busy.. im feeling very sad.. i want to cry out loud. i wan u to be there for me.. i just want one night with u.. i jus wan u to listen to all the thing i had to say.

I love u like last time. Do u still love me?

The keychain is still with me all the times. And i misses whenever i look at the keychain.

All this while i just want to be loved as i loved u.

Love is complicated and hurtful.


x ✖ Mr.Bimbotic ✖ DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE,WILL YOU? 3:36 AM x





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cool kids.


JIM . Fujimoto
Singaporean. 19 years old male. =) 29th june 1990. Chinese. slacker. dreamer. they always say its good to have a dream but not daydream. Sensitive. faithful and royal. THATS ME !! four brothers for life and love meihui forever.


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✖ - Jim's Last say ~

No one gotta hurt my brothers
as i will be there with them
till the very end..

My 4 sworn brothers
Da ge - Benjamin Tan
Er ge - Jim Goh
San ge - Howard Lam
Si Mei - See YiTing

Jim is a guy who is
sensitive and shy
he was hurt in love
therefore, he is not
very confidence in
confessing to the one
he love

My last say, That changes this world




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