i think gt rain whole day le bah since yesterday night. it will be good if i dun have flu... i will be enjoying this weather... but too bad im suffering in this weather..
didnt had a good slp yesterday night... den today my parent woke up and nag me. say nex time wan cough. cough softly cos they nid to slp. so poor thing.. im restricted to coughing aso. but i aso dun wan cough de... but coughing like hell. till this morning gt cough out blood smell.. i tink the throat there bleed le bah. and aso gt sore throat. is jim dying soon?
If i die. all my friends, brothers pls tell my parent to throw my ash into the sea.. cos i wan to roam freely in this world. i dun wan to be kept in a sad place.
I let go nt becoz i dun love u. Cos i dun wan see u suffer. I put myself in your shoe. Knowing u dun wan hurt two guys in the 3 of us. one of us nid to be hurted badly. i will be the one. I let go cos i wan u to be happy. Cos i know u had been stressed to choose between the two of us. I know he is better than me. And im sure he can give u happiness. But i still hate him like i always do. Those memories of us will not be faded. Cos those are the days when im really happy.
Now u had someone new le. i hope he will really treat u well. In the future i bet we wont be able to see each other le. But your face will always be in my heart. those smile i saw when we r tgt. I will be alone here thinking of those memories we had. Cos i cant put it down.
Dun play too much cabal. i know its a new game to u. But dun get addicted and spend more time on your studies.
The rain today is like the rain in my heart.. raining so heavily and make my heart felt so heavy. Hope u r happy of wad u had chosen. Cos i am nt happy with all those thing i had did. But i have no choice. Cos i wan u to be happy. I may not have u to be with me for life. But as long as i can see u happy i am satisfied.
If tonite a wish was to come true. I wish to die peacefully on my bed tonite.
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✖ Mr.Bimbotic ✖ DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE,WILL YOU? 4:38 PM x
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JIM . Fujimoto
Singaporean. 19 years old male. =) 29th june 1990. Chinese. slacker. dreamer. they always say its good to have a dream but not daydream. Sensitive. faithful and royal. THATS ME !! four brothers for life and love meihui forever.
