On the outside, to the world, to those who know me. I look so normal. Seem to be alright.
On the inside. I am just EMPTY.
Talk to her for 2 hours and 15 minutes. I know i still love her. But i dont dare to show it out. I know i miss her badly. But i dont dare to say it out. I know i care alot for her. But i try not to say it out. Cos i am not her who anymore.
I know she care for me. But i am no longer like last time I felt so useless and felt that im a disappointment now.
I just feel s dead now. I hope i can love myself more and show her my love.
But i dont know wad's love anymore.
If only i was loved. Den i wont go the wrong path. lost in darkness. The fear of darkness.
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✖ Mr.Bimbotic ✖ DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE,WILL YOU? 4:21 AM x
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JIM . Fujimoto
Singaporean. 19 years old male. =) 29th june 1990. Chinese. slacker. dreamer. they always say its good to have a dream but not daydream. Sensitive. faithful and royal. THATS ME !! four brothers for life and love meihui forever.