✖ Mr.Bimbotic ✖




Friday, February 29, 20087:00 PM
✖ [[ Boys' feeling ]] ✖

It seem the boy had met a enemy
Their love life will be in danger.
When all her attention gone to another boy.
Third party is their love problem.
love can never be compared with friendship.
by letting her go with another guy is nt the boy wish
but there's no choice for the boy.
how can he stop loving the girl?
when the girl is so cold and ignored him.
the only reason is becoz the boy love her.
even the boy love the girl till last moment the boy still wont regret.
the boy's love for tht girl
compare to this triangle love. where all parties became enemy.
the boy will bear the pain alone till the last moment.
Yet not regretting.
becoz he loves her.
he practice to give them blessing.
he practice to forgive tht guy.

but when he close his eye.
the sky start raining.

BECOZ HE LOVES HER.


x ✖ Mr.Bimbotic ✖ DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE,WILL YOU? 7:00 PM x





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today went out to watch death note 3 with my sister. its very seldom tht we go out tgt. so i feel today was kinda cool? l0lx. the movie was not very nice actually, but kinda touching. but i bet u all will be interested to see those japanese chiobu. LOL, and in death note 3 u all can see how " L " type using laptop and comp. ITS PRETTY COOL !!! learn from it. and i love his mask. LOL.




okie.. i tink my laptop will be like " L " who cant last for 23 days. LOL. today it took 15min to start the windows. wow.. its pretty long for a normal comp to work like tht.. i tink i mus have burned the rams for over-using it. everyone pls treat your lappie nicely before its too late... let them have much rest. dun be like me who always dun turn off comps.. making it over worked. LOL.


and i gt a free-toy from buying a popcorn and coke. the toy is a mini piggy bank. its actually a cow tht make me rmb abt me and the girl i love. cos last time when i go out with her. she asked me to kiss a cow poster. and today gift de cow look the same as the cow on the poster tht i kissed. haha. The best days are those days when i spent with u. =)


okay. tml going to have a hair cut. since someone say my hair look like malaysia ah beng hair style. LOL. since sept 2007 till now i haven have a hair cut. tml shall have a new hair style before i become a botak... LOL

1 or 2 more months left. =x

btw. IM SEARCHING FOR KTV WHICH ONLY PAY THE ROOM MONEY AND NT COUNT THE NUMBER OF PPL. example. i only want pay like 100 plus for the KTV room or wadever. i dun wan like 30 dollar for one person these kinds. SO IF U KNOW ANY KTV THT JJUS CHARGE BY THE ROOMS PLS SMS ME OR EMAIL TO " jim.cookies90 at gmail dot com " for those who knows me are allowed to sms me. =D

pls provide location and the price. and how long u can stay inside the room. =)

thanks.


x ✖ Mr.Bimbotic ✖ DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE,WILL YOU? 12:35 AM x





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Tuesday, February 26, 200811:17 PM
✖ [[ Laptop in DANGEROUS state ]] ✖

MY LAPTOP DYING !!!

SHE HANGED ALOT TIMES THIS FEW DAYS.
i know she dying soon.
if she dies.. i wonder will i have a new comp or not. =(


x ✖ Mr.Bimbotic ✖ DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE,WILL YOU? 11:17 PM x





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Sunday, February 24, 20086:14 AM
✖ [[ awaken ]] ✖

awaken in the middle of the night thinking of you.

Sometimes i wonder. The choice i made is it right or wrong?
can i really let you go?
can i really put down the past?
can i really stop brooding abt our past?

I thot this over and over on the bed since i was awake
and i found out im the one who made myself so lonely.

and i do really wonder will we able to see each other again
before i enter army?
the percentage of us meeting i will put is 0.5%

Now looking at him so over sticking to u. wherever u go he will follow aso
to me i see u as a girl with no freedom. But i wonder u r happy or not.

im still lost in my love life. wad i know is tht i love u from the start till even today.

=)

time to go back to slp... super tired.

tml is my belated hse reunion dinner..
nid to have a good rest. den wake up and entertain the whole family.
its been so long tht we will be able to be sitting tgt to eat.
everyone are jus so busy in their life.
Every minute and seconds are spend meaningfully.

GOOD NIGHT!!(MORNING)


x ✖ Mr.Bimbotic ✖ DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE,WILL YOU? 6:14 AM x





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Saturday, February 23, 20087:58 PM
✖ [[ A friend's friend gone ]] ✖

LIFE WAS TAKEN AWAY WITHOUT AWARENESS BY THE REAPER !!!





Yesterday at 12am sharp something like tht which i dun really rmb the time. A friend of mine told me tht his frend had gone away to far far place which is heaven or hell. Cos of gaming. I dun believe in the first place cos we was like crapping in game. Den there i was there joking around.. saying all those rubbish like i believe i can fly to her soul bah bah bah... okie those who know jim well know tht i like to crap alot. YUP!! and there we were silents for 1 minute to give her our blessing.

She was dead right infront of her comp when she was noticed by her parents. This tells us tht dun spend too much time in gaming. U might just gone like tht... life is just so short.

Even thot she's not my friend. But cos of the joke i made. I hereby apologise.

Hope u will rest in peace in the far far land and u have my blessing. =)

Death comes to us when we arent aware of it. Often we wan give up of our life cos of childish things. Look at those ppl who doesnt wan to die. But just died when they wasnt aware abt it.
Life is short and important. Its time we reflect abt whether we gt treat out live importantly or not. =x


x ✖ Mr.Bimbotic ✖ DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE,WILL YOU? 7:58 PM x





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Friday, February 22, 20083:07 PM
✖ [[ Deep inside my heart ]] ✖

Have you ever felt so lonely. And nth make sense?
Well tht is how i feel right now.
i feel like im facing everything by myself.
With nth. But a fake smile.



Always appear in my mind when im lonely at times.
Everything i do jus simply reminds me of u.
Time didnt heal the pain i had.
But just comforting myself by saying im okie.

If i love you i got to let you go
cos i know u doesnt need me anymore.

If you love me.
You got to let me forget you.
Cos its torturing me.
To be always thinking of you.
But u wasnt there for me.

I just dun wan to be hurted again.
To others if like playing a game.
Today start game. They r having fun
Tml end game. They can find a new game again.
But to me. I will stick to one game.
Cos i love tht game very much.
I cant forget it easily.

IF i can go back to the past.
I just want be back the jim
who always jokes around.
and never worry abt love.

Today de jim may be joking around too
looking at those laughter
but he himself is not happy at all.

Im always the one who in deep sadness
when the other party are always so carefree.

i hope one day this world will have this pill
tht will let us forget everything
maybe this will ease my pain.
maybe we will become stranger after we eat tht pill
but i know it good for the both of us.
i shouldnt appear.



x ✖ Mr.Bimbotic ✖ DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE,WILL YOU? 3:07 PM x





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Thursday, February 21, 20089:20 PM
✖ [[ im not alone ]] ✖

Today went to book my medical check up for my NS enlistment. im not alone !! the dates are fully booked.. lots of ppl going NS sia... end up i gt a date on 15 april. Which means i will be into camp at MAY or late APRIL. Thanks ben poh for helping me to pay the $4 for the printing of medical report... without u i jus gotta die alive. LOL.

A few months left. Yet there's lots of thing left undone. And most worry and miss one is still tht her.

Its gotta be hard through this few years. But i nid to bear through it. wads gone will never be back. Regrets are just a form of lesson u experience in life. There's lots of things tht will make us regret and from there we will learn from it. And go ahead. Put down the past, As u r missing the good ones. =)

I know i wont be able to put down. But even thot its going to be one sided love i still going to keep my heart for her. Some say im foolish. But cos i really love her. I dun play with my love.


x ✖ Mr.Bimbotic ✖ DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE,WILL YOU? 9:20 PM x





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Wednesday, February 20, 200811:54 AM
✖ [[ Third Party ]] ✖




All this while she's thinks he still thinking of his ex gf who actually took him as a subsitution. But he had totally forgotten those past cos he really love the present girl. but this girl just dun believe him. All this while this guy had been loving her deadly till now but tht girl just went back to her ex-bf. All this while this guy thot she loves him more than her ex-bf. But now wad shows infront of him is another fact. All this while this guy was happy when tht girl broke up with her ex-bf. Cos a state is given to him in tht girl heart.

All this while this guy thot tht he is a better guy than tht girl de ex-bf. But it doesnt appear so. All this while this guy is just wanting a stable relationship.

When he is in miserable state. No one knows. When her ex-bf tell others tht he is her bf. She dun bother to explain to other tht they already broke up. Leaving this guy losing a state in her heart. Cos this guy dunno is her bf or wad aso. When this guy want go find her tht time, But her ex-bf is already there being with her. Leaving this guy dunno wad to do. When this guy want send her to school or tuition. But the ex-bf is there already. When this guy want accompany her. The ex-bf is there le.

This guy deleted her ex-gf number and msn. But she dun believe tht he had forgotten her. She keeping in contact with her ex-bf. But this guy believes tht she loves him more than her ex-bf.

She once told this guy tht she will never patch back with someone she broke up with. cos she dun believe in patching. But now wad appearing infront of this guy doesnt seem like wad she had told him.

This guy is hoping tht girl will have happiness.. But this guy is nt happy at all.. he is sad.. more sad when he recall all these things. Now tht girl is happy le. But this guy is jus in his depress state.

All this while.. he loves tht girl even till today. He still wearing the love token they once had. And everytime he will look at it when thinks of her.

he just want a stable love. Cos he had been played too much time. Everytime he go true to the girl he loves he will end up being hurted.

that's just a word love. Which is so powerful.


x ✖ Mr.Bimbotic ✖ DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE,WILL YOU? 11:54 AM x





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Tuesday, February 19, 200812:32 PM
✖ [[ The path had been set ]] ✖

After one night sleep.. i decided my final move... im too immature to be in this society. i need to be more mature and independant.. therefore NS is the place to train me to become a man..

Farewell everyone.. i will be leaving in April.


x ✖ Mr.Bimbotic ✖ DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE,WILL YOU? 12:32 PM x





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Monday, February 18, 200810:19 PM
✖ [[ Helpless ]] ✖

Sometimes i just felt so helpless.. tht i feel like dying... No one is there to give me a hand.. but just let me continue to drown.. hopefully can die faster..

Why ppl always judge others by their cover? cos of wad u r doing... ppl tinks tht u dun have the heart to study anymore.. jus becoz u r out there doing nth.. i really wonder why ppl judge u by outer cover.. do u nid to have a nerd look to be a lawyer? do u nid to have a ah beng face to be a ah beng? do u nid to have a rich look to be a rich man? but mainly ppl jus see u by your outer cover... thts something sad..

When u have decided your path.. but ppl arent supporting u... but jus forcing u to go into any path.. all i want is some help... im just so new to this society... im jus a 17 years old boy... i dun have any experience in finding a school by myself... im jus so immature..

I have given up hope.. just let me rot bah... a sadistic rotten apple.. its a fact tht no one dares to touch a rotten apple... cos it jus look so disguising...

im totally lost now.. i did put in my effort in finding schools.. i didnt wait for money to drop from the sky... i find my ways to find money... but there's jus arent any help for me out there.. to guide me to a place where there's money... im jus like a lost bird... dunno fly where to find worms.. but jus keep going to popular places... where worm are hard to get...

IM LOST !!! AND HELPLESS !!!


x ✖ Mr.Bimbotic ✖ DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE,WILL YOU? 10:19 PM x





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Sunday, February 17, 200810:42 PM
✖ [[ Get wad u wan but u wont be happy ]] ✖

What you get by reaching your destination is
not nearly as important as what you will
become by reaching your destination.

Its like today you give up your girlfriend
cos u dun have time for her
but in the future u wont be happy
cos u dun have her

In life we cannot be too noble..
we cant have everything at the same time
therefore we have to put in effort to maintain both thing
so tht we will be happy in future.

Its like.. between business and girlfriend..
no one force u to give up on one of it..
u can always spend your time on both of it
and know how to maintain it.
It may not be easy...
after all life wasnt tht easy as we think

Life is created so hard to earn a living
so tht we will learn and experience it.
after all we wasnt tht poor thing too
other countries suffer more than we do.

So never give up on anything
cos u might spoil your own happiness
and by the time u regret..
its just too late...

at the end of my post i shall end with wendy the blur sotong...
she save my blog address wrongly... she became so blur !!!
BLUR SOTONG WENDY !!!


x ✖ Mr.Bimbotic ✖ DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE,WILL YOU? 10:42 PM x





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Saturday, February 16, 20089:57 PM
✖ [[ True colours ]] ✖

im immature.. im useless... im a retards... im a scumbag.. im a beast..

hmmm... jus suddenly feel like shouting myself... there's lots more i want to shout out... and cry out... im feeling really terrible inside..

JIM U R BASTARD !!!!!!! U SUCK !!!!!


x ✖ Mr.Bimbotic ✖ DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE,WILL YOU? 9:57 PM x





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Friday, February 15, 20089:08 PM
✖ [[ The day after valentine ]] ✖

Looking at those happy little couple walking hand in hand on the street.. and those beautiful roses they are carrying.. whether its a guy or lady.. it just look so beautiful.. and envy abt them..

I start to recall the days we had... when i got the first valentine present from u... even thot its jus a chocolate... it still taste as sweet as ever till today i can still feel the sweetness even thot i finish the chocolates..

How i wish there's a second valentine with u.. i know its impossible cos u dun wan to see me.. i know u loves to be alone.. i will respect you.. if tomorrow never comes.. will u know how much i love you? if today never end.. will u know how much i misses u?


x ✖ Mr.Bimbotic ✖ DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE,WILL YOU? 9:08 PM x





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Everyday listening to the old same sentence.. " you want study or not one? dun want study den go sign up for NS. dun waste your time liao. "

When im very serious abt my studies i really go find lots of school and every morning go their school ask for their details and application den when i come home with all those thing i only listen to one sentence saying " u serious abt the studies or not? take 3 years leh... cannot give up half way one... " and countless times i told them i will study hard.. But u all jus keep questioning me having no confidence in me.

So which idiot will have the interests to find school when they know the result will be the same when they got home..? either way abt wont have a chance to listen to a supportive sentence.

Now i keep all going out late at night... u all keep show the care by calling me home all this.. but wads the point? when i nid u all de care u all just being there scolding me and accuse me... and always worry tht i go out i will do wrong thing... all this while wad thing did i do wrongly? i didnt even get into any police case or wad.. all this while only u all call police to wan arrest me nia... when was the last time u all praised me? u all only know how to see me as rotten as im cos i like so rotten in u all de heart liao..

im sorry to this family..


x ✖ Mr.Bimbotic ✖ DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE,WILL YOU? 4:42 PM x





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Wednesday, February 13, 20083:57 PM
✖ [[ Valentine ]] ✖

Tml is VALENTINE !!! Grats those who gt gf or bf... at least u all will be spending this valentine meaningfully... =)

Nothing to say much abt valentine just want tell u guys out there to treasure your bf or gf... cos once they are gone... they will never be back... at tht time its too late for u to regret...

After Valentine must start hunting for school again le... !!


x ✖ Mr.Bimbotic ✖ DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE,WILL YOU? 3:57 PM x





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Tuesday, February 12, 20089:31 AM
✖ [[ Ouch ! Miss school ]] ✖

Today gt back my crappy timing again... woke up at 6am.. when i gt school i always woke up late last time or i cant even wake up or i dun even wan to wake up to go school... now no school le yet always woke up on 6am...

Somehow today sit on my bed and look at the sky... misses those days when we have to go out of the hse b4 the sun even comes out and heads to the school.. and when u reach the jail of books which is our school u will be trapped there till afternoon.. but when u reach there u get to see your friends... those who had been with u all this while... when u r hurt.. they r there for u... when u fall down they r there to help u... when u cry they r there to give u tissue.. when u fight they are there to support u... when u r lonely they are there to talk to u.. when u r bored they are there to play u... see how good is it to be in school? GOSH !! miss all of them... the memories of 5 years together...

So today was busy getting ppl numbers and insert them into my phone... total lost of losing my phone... 226 contacts... one important sound clip... and those memorable photos... later gotta go YMCA and check out my class... wonder how will it be to be studying there...

gotta go through this life alone.. as everyone gt no hope in me.. and i dun dare to want ppl have hope in me too... cos i dun trust myself...

Once u r rotten.. ppl wont take a look at u.. u mus be there to turn yourself back into a fresh apple again... den when u become fresh le... den ppl will take a look at u... its like if u r poor business man.. no one wan care abt u... no one will bother abt u... no one will wan lend u money... no one will wan do business with u... but once u struggle there yourself and u become successful.. den ppl will start looking after u... hunting for u... and keep wan have business with u...

this is how my parent are now... having no hope and faith in a son... and yet the son is still so carefree... well... there's no one to be blamed... blame yourself...

i learned tht whenever there's mistake... blame yourself first... den u start blaming others... cos everyone had a part in making a mistake... no one is tht great to have no mistake in life...

l0lx... suddenly talk like a old man... so reasoning... but i talk no sense... l0lx...


x ✖ Mr.Bimbotic ✖ DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE,WILL YOU? 9:31 AM x





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Monday, February 11, 20082:39 PM
✖ [[ Really Suey Day ]] ✖

Just got home from singtel with a new phone..

Yesterday was really a suey day... cos of the suey day i haven slp since yesterday.. But the suey day turn out to be quite a happy one.. Yesterday went to get myself drunk again and den i took cab home... in the cab i keep talk crap to the taxi driver till i forgotten abt my phone... and when i get down the cab and wanted to call someone to open door for me cos i was like quite unstable.. den i realise my phone was left on the cab !!.. it dropped out from my pocket... i faster rush home and want turn on my comp to find the cab company number... but than my stupid comp jus keep dun work... it somehow like gt hang half way... i restart it 5 times... i feel like throwing the laptop on the floor... was super pissed... den keep on call my own phone with my hse phone... but the stupid driver jus dun pick up my call... den from 2am i call till 3am... and finally someone hanged up my call and off my phone... holy shit !!... once its off = gone case... curse tht person who steal my phone... anyway he cant do anything to it aso... cos there is lock code... and he dunno my code... l0lx...

Its was quite a lonely and piss off night tht this suey thing happen to me... den zhu was there talking to me and cheered me up... thanks zhu... den later the two of us keep laff laff laff den later i doze off... and i dare call her a pig... but it seem im more pig than her... =x

den later zhuzhu went to slp... end up me alone lying on bed... den later jiejie woke up... told her tht my phone lost... den she say mom gotta kill me... den later dad come my room... den i tell him later bring me go singtel get sim card... den he start shouting how come your phone lost? drop at wer? den mama overheard... den come in and nag me... den later i there buey song for half an hour... den go back to my bed and fall asleep for 2 hours? den woke up at 11am and i was late for my dental !!! den faster chiong and went to my dental... den later went to singtel with dad to get my sim card and get myself a phone... not bad i still can get a phone... i thot my dad gotta force me to use a old phone... things doesnt seem tht bad after all..

FROM BAD DAY IT BECOME A GOOD DAY... THANKS ZHU!


x ✖ Mr.Bimbotic ✖ DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE,WILL YOU? 2:39 PM x





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Sunday, February 10, 20088:02 PM
✖ [[ Unanswered ]] ✖

Why u never learn to reject him when u can reject me so much... u say he is the one who send u those thing u have the rights not to wear it... a knife had cut me deeply when i see u wore the ring.. its like u accepting him.. maybe im too sensitive.. But wearing a couple ring means lots to me.. its like u r telling me to give up... u r someone else ones already.. today den i realise im really no match for him...

Why is it so easy for u to forget those days we had... am i jus like a fool to u den it means nth in your heart? tht u can forget tht easily.. i wonder why i cant...

i dun have the rights to say anything now or teach u anything... all i wan to say is to learn to choose the one u really love.. dun let two guys fight over for u... cos one day one of them have to give up... and tht person hurts the most... dun be so noble by saying both aso dun wan... cos like tht both will aso hurts the most... the worst is u let the one who u dun love to be with u... and end up in future u two still going to break up... i dun understand why u wan go hurt the one u love... And learn to say NO to the one u dun love... if u dun like him and he give u a ring or he keep follow u... jus ask him fuck off... say u dun nid him... if u wan things to go by nature.... DEN HE ASK U TO HAVE SEX WITH HIM WILL U LET HIM SCREW U TOO?...

i dunno wad to say le... thts wad i had think after wad i saw today...

time to get drunk and forget everything by tml... chills...


x ✖ Mr.Bimbotic ✖ DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE,WILL YOU? 8:02 PM x





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Why am i the last in the world to know? couple ring... couple wear...

All this while i had little hope in myself telling myself as long as i dun give up again u will be able to give me a chance.. but it seem tht he got the chance.. Do you know i will feel better if u r the one who tell me u chosen him? den to see the couple ring and the couple wear with my own eyes. Tears jus fell down by itself.

I re-install back the game thinking tht i can accompany u since u dun wan come out. But it seem someone else is there for you le.

I planned this valentine in advance to win myself a chance to have u again. But..

im jus a pervert... a pervert tht no one will love..

i am sorry...

why am i the last to know in this world? and why must i see it with my own eyes? im not prepared for tht fact...

its jus so cruel for me...

why is it for some ppl its so easy to forget... but its so hard for me to forget...

can love be easily forgotten? or is it im too devoted?


x ✖ Mr.Bimbotic ✖ DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE,WILL YOU? 12:28 PM x





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Friday, February 8, 20089:15 PM
✖ [[ Love ]] ✖

This is how i feel abt love...

When it comes, you cant resist it.
When it leaves, you cant make it stay.

OH CRAP !! wad a stupid timing i had set for my body !! im now always slping at 9 or 10pm and woke up at 6am !!! wads the point of waking up so early when i gt no sch now?!?! OMG OMG !!!


x ✖ Mr.Bimbotic ✖ DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE,WILL YOU? 9:15 PM x





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is it true tht at certain age boys will go half naked at home? cos they wan show out their body? or cos its nature? i dunno aso... but today i suddenly thot abt how come i will gone half naked at home even sometimes when im slping... o.O.. indeed its something interesting... yesterday doze off very early i think cos previous 2 nights didnt have a good slp.. and today woke up at 6am.. continue to watch my gangster drama called "Young and Dangerous " its a pretty cool movie.. where u see how those ppl are so loyal towards their brothers and buddies.. many had lost their life due to protecting buddies but unfortunately they are not god... they does lost their love ones.. their wife... and gf gt raped den died.. haix... indeed boys are horny in nature... =)

ANY REASON U GUYS KNOW WHY LOTS OF SINGAPOREAN SMOKING MARLBORO !!
this is wad marlboro stands for in my term.

M = MEN
A = ALWAYS
R = REMEMBER
L = LOVES
B = BECAUSE
O = OF
R = ROMANCES
O = ONLY

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x ✖ Mr.Bimbotic ✖ DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE,WILL YOU? 10:44 AM x





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Thursday, February 7, 200812:42 PM
✖ [[ PROVOKED ]] ✖

i know she is no longer my girl or wad... i know i dun have the right to care abt wad she doing... but dun come provoke me by saying this infront of me and her " last time kiss me liao.. den now dun wan me". chaochibye... she know u how long? she kiss u big fuck ar? come repeat two times infront of me.. tht time say u police wan use your gun give me one bang... wuji jiu lai hor... mai there action big big den dun have gun... see your gun fast or my fist fast and see your gun real or my metal pole real... dun keep come disturb her and call her noob... if u so pro den ai zai ar? very pro in game means u very ai zai ar? dun be too guai lan in life hor... u wont know wad will happen to u after CNY.

Your aim might be provoking me... and glad tht u did it... BUT THIS TIME U JUS PISSED ME OFF BADLY.. cos this time u insult her again infront of me and provoke me again... i rmb i gt tell u b4... DUN INSULT HER OR ELSE U WILL REGRET.

lets see your mother gt born u with guts or not after CNY.


x ✖ Mr.Bimbotic ✖ DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE,WILL YOU? 12:42 PM x





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Wednesday, February 6, 20084:34 PM
✖ [[ Never Trust ]] ✖

Never trust someone who hurt you before. Take me as a good example, once i promised someone tht i will be with her forever, i will buy this buy tht for her.. but everytime cos i was heartbroken den i decided to give up and didnt do the things tht i promised her. Ended up now im jus someone who is untrustable.

Another incident is once i promised ppl tht i wont smoke all this but end up i was still a smoker.. im just someone who always break promises... im untrustable..

But zhu.. i never broke any thing tht i swore to you before.. thts the 1% of trust i hope u can have in me.


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For those who drinks to get rid of your sorrow or sadness. Here a tip i have for you all from wad i experienced. Recently i gt drunk badly from drinking a cherry vodka, whenever we are sad when we drinks we often wants to chiong the drinks.. and drink as much as we can.. like scare the person beside you will finish the drink for u. So tht night i chiong tht vodka pure without adding any juices or any other sweet drinks and den i fainted on the floor for a few hours.. when i woke up i felt very terrible wan vomit aso cannot vomit den i ask my friends whack my stomach. abt 2 or 3 person gave me a few hard punches on my stomach. i tink cos we are drunk we doesnt felt the pain. But still i dun get to vomit. Later one of my friend went to get some tibits like biscuit or bread cant rmb cos im drunk. And i had a few bites and finally gt the feeling of wanting to vomit and later i vomit out all the food i ate. Nex day i reach home still feel terrible... feeling dizzy and want to vomit.. den i made a cup of hot tea and drank. And just after 5 min it took effect i tink and i vomit continueous 2 times. But i still feel terrible so i went to make sugar drink.. have jus abt half a cup of hot water and add 2 teaspoon of sugar and add 1/3 of the cup with cold water and drink it. After 5 min i vomit 2 times again. And this time i felt better. This is how i make myself vomit and get rid of the headache and the terrible feelings after u r drunk. RMB NEVER DRINK WITH AN EMPTY STOMACH. =)

there's more to learn from drinking.. LET'S OPEN BOTTLE TGT NEX TIME GUYS. =)


x ✖ Mr.Bimbotic ✖ DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE,WILL YOU? 8:25 AM x





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cool kids.


JIM . Fujimoto
Singaporean. 19 years old male. =) 29th june 1990. Chinese. slacker. dreamer. they always say its good to have a dream but not daydream. Sensitive. faithful and royal. THATS ME !! four brothers for life and love meihui forever.


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✖ - Jim's Last say ~

No one gotta hurt my brothers
as i will be there with them
till the very end..

My 4 sworn brothers
Da ge - Benjamin Tan
Er ge - Jim Goh
San ge - Howard Lam
Si Mei - See YiTing

Jim is a guy who is
sensitive and shy
he was hurt in love
therefore, he is not
very confidence in
confessing to the one
he love

My last say, That changes this world




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